i don't know how to say this
but i know how i feel
i'd have to try and hide you
as if i'd ever want to
i'm dropping everything
just to see you for a night
hold you just like i used to
i want to stay like this
i didn't know what i missed most
until you smiled for me
realized that you still care
although i don't deserve it
i'll jump and cut my arms
to walk through and see the names
all the shit that i went through
was worth it just to get you
i wish i hadn't said a thing
losing everything through the phone
the chain's always misleading
please just listen for me
trace your initials on my hand
so i can feel you again
hold you just like i used to
i want to stay like this
credits
from Hudson Tracks,
released March 1, 2019
saxophone by dean tartaglia
New on the excellent label AVANT!, the debut from Plastic Estate is irresistibly shadowy goth pop with dark majesty & grandeur. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 9, 2022